Why..

I can't do anything right. Hate faking and lying all the time.
Hate this feeling inside me, feel so sick. Can barely stand, mind is just an empty field. Incapable to do anything. I have absolutely no reason to live for.
I can't stand looking in the mirror. I hate that person who's looking at me in the mirror, so I need to avoid it. It's my greatest enemy.

So broken inside, can't help but think about you all the time. Can't forget, I know I need to. But you were my everything. Feel needless without you, even though you didn't even care about me.. So you just got bored of me and left me all alone in this darkness.

I should just die, everyone will be happy then. This is just so useless, I'm just wasting my time. I have no future, just darkness until I can finally leave this hell.

I'm everything that I hate.